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I spent a lot of time in the library too. I had a couple of good friends, but I was mainly weird and bullied. Thankfully the librarian was wonderful (and it helped that I was trusted enough to do a lot of stuff with the computers, helping out with that).
There's a word in Swedish that translates as "little old". Someone that acted much older than their age. Not necessarily in the "grew up too early due to trauma" type of maturity, but with grown-up thoughts and vocabulary while far from being that. I was often called that: Lillgammal