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@66gardeners
My walks (still doing) and my garden (losing bc of winter)
@CAPETOK

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@66gardeners
My walks (still doing) and my garden (losing bc of winter)
@CAPETOK

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@TheEddieShow 🫂

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@TheEddieShow 🫂

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I'm sorry for my darkness.
Here is a flower from my garden. 💜🫂

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I'm sorry for my darkness.
Here is a flower from my garden. 💜🫂

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Superstar tickseed, a red and yellow flower. It's imperfect and a petal is torn. Relatable.

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My mind keeps telling me that I'm in the flashback time period of the 3rd episode of the 1st season from the Handmaid's Tale.
https://ew.com/recap/the-handmaids-tal e-season-1-episode-3/

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My mind keeps telling me that I'm in the flashback time period of the 3rd episode of the 1st season from the Handmaid's Tale.
https://ew.com/recap/the-handmaids-tal e-season-1-episode-3/

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I could either drown

Or pull off my skin and swim to shore

https://youtu.be/Fm72DPJCX58?si=om5o-Z c1v1t_Ykdd

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I could either drown

Or pull off my skin and swim to shore

https://youtu.be/Fm72DPJCX58?si=om5o-Z c1v1t_Ykdd

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@Kierkegaanks @tayfonay @CoachMark
I *want* to sleep between sunset and 10am but in reality don't sleep past 6am most weekends.

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@Kierkegaanks @tayfonay @CoachMark
I *want* to sleep between sunset and 10am but in reality don't sleep past 6am most weekends.

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@caffeinatedbookdragon
I actually swore off local news years ago because I'm in a republican stronghold

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@caffeinatedbookdragon
I actually swore off local news years ago because I'm in a republican stronghold

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@MyrddinEmerys
I need to get outside in the solitude of the woods more, out in my garden...💜thx

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@MyrddinEmerys
I need to get outside in the solitude of the woods more, out in my garden...💜thx

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Doe.
A deer.
A female deer.

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Doe.
A deer.
A female deer.

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Doe. A deer. A female deer. In the woods.

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I feel...

I feel disgusted, angry, disappointed, afraid, alone, ashamed, confused, despondent, resentful, nauseated, abandoned, shocked, threatened, overwhelmed, betrayed, empty, hostile, powerless, vulnerable, stressed, out of control, appalled, and more. So much more. Is volcanic an emotion?

I fell into a depression Nov 2016 thru about February 2018. Isolation. Trust in no one (but my son).

Now, deep resting bitch face since about 7:30pm Tues and an internal storm began brewing since probably 11 that night.

Fully engaged in distrust of my fellow Americans.

Will continue to isolate myself until I can figure out how to even interact with society again.

Thanks to those who have tried to reach me. I just can't right now. I'm too emotionally unsettled because I did not expect this, (add feel like a failure). I thought we were collectively smarter. Knew the assignment. Cared.

I completely withdrawal from people when people show me they cannot be relied upon. I don't know how to manage these negative feelings. Isolation is how I process to...something else...it will eventually be rage. Eventually bottled and labeled, tucked away in one of the many closets within the many hallways of my mind...

I seriously do not want to see any more absolute bullshit about blaming dems or Biden for any of this. It's bullshit. Get the fuck over it.

*This is on those who voted for that piece of actual shit or did not get out and vote for Harris.*

It's on those who spent time criticizing reasonable candidates instead of raising them up, *also failing to realize the assignment*.

No, I'm not saying agree on everything but rather be fucking strategic instead of a whiny cog.

It's fucking chess, not hungry hungry hippos.

Being disruptive and obstructive doesn't move things forward. That's not leadership, that's not being progressive, and it's not being a good global citizen. And, get this, the Dem party is a big tent, as it should be, there are more opinions than yours and yours may not be the only good or valuable opinion.

Maybe those people think this protest move helped them with their fill-in-the-blank cause... Let us know how that works under another shitler term. How many years have they just set us back...how many struggles will our children now need to endure...

It has always been a binary choice in the US and the assignment has always been to suck it the fuck up and vote for the lesser of two evils.

Some, a majority, failed the assignment. Not me. But my family and those I love will now suffer again because of their failure.
Unfollow me if you currently follow and you are one of them that voted for him or sat it out and can't appreciate the magnitude of your failure. Actually, please block me if thats you. You're screwing me anyway and I don't need or want you weighing me down.
I don't want *excuses* or pitiful *rationalizations* in my replies. I won't even read them.

No matter how it's sliced, the end result is that a racist, rapist, criminal and insurrectionist was elected as President and people all over will suffer from it because people chose a racist, rapist, criminal insurrectionist or couldn't be bothered to vote for the woman who wasn't any of those things.

To those who completed and passed the assignment, we probably need each other desperately, more than ever, and I hope to get a hug when I can manage to accept one, rejoin society on some level, until then, thank you for doing your part.💜

#USPol

P.S. Left the house today and managed not to cold-cock anyone. Yet. Yeah me. Maybe.

I shouldn't still be cursing like a sailor.

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I feel...

I feel disgusted, angry, disappointed, afraid, alone, ashamed, confused, despondent, resentful, nauseated, abandoned, shocked, threatened, overwhelmed, betrayed, empty, hostile, powerless, vulnerable, stressed, out of control, appalled, and more. So much more. Is volcanic an emotion?

I fell into a depression Nov 2016 thru about February 2018. Isolation. Trust in no one (but my son).

Now, deep resting bitch face since about 7:30pm Tues and an internal storm began brewing since probably 11 that night.

Fully engaged in distrust of my fellow Americans.

Will continue to isolate myself until I can figure out how to even interact with society again.

Thanks to those who have tried to reach me. I just can't right now. I'm too emotionally unsettled because I did not expect this, (add feel like a failure). I thought we were collectively smarter. Knew the assignment. Cared.

I completely withdrawal from people when people show me they cannot be relied upon. I don't know how to manage these negative feelings. Isolation is how I process to...something else...it will eventually be rage. Eventually bottled and labeled, tucked away in one of the many closets within the many hallways of my mind...

I seriously do not want to see any more absolute bullshit about blaming dems or Biden for any of this. It's bullshit. Get the fuck over it.

*This is on those who voted for that piece of actual shit or did not get out and vote for Harris.*

It's on those who spent time criticizing reasonable candidates instead of raising them up, *also failing to realize the assignment*.

No, I'm not saying agree on everything but rather be fucking strategic instead of a whiny cog.

It's fucking chess, not hungry hungry hippos.

Being disruptive and obstructive doesn't move things forward. That's not leadership, that's not being progressive, and it's not being a good global citizen. And, get this, the Dem party is a big tent, as it should be, there are more opinions than yours and yours may not be the only good or valuable opinion.

Maybe those people think this protest move helped them with their fill-in-the-blank cause... Let us know how that works under another shitler term. How many years have they just set us back...how many struggles will our children now need to endure...

It has always been a binary choice in the US and the assignment has always been to suck it the fuck up and vote for the lesser of two evils.

Some, a majority, failed the assignment. Not me. But my family and those I love will now suffer again because of their failure.
Unfollow me if you currently follow and you are one of them that voted for him or sat it out and can't appreciate the magnitude of your failure. Actually, please block me if thats you. You're screwing me anyway and I don't need or want you weighing me down.
I don't want *excuses* or pitiful *rationalizations* in my replies. I won't even read them.

No matter how it's sliced, the end result is that a racist, rapist, criminal and insurrectionist was elected as President and people all over will suffer from it because people chose a racist, rapist, criminal insurrectionist or couldn't be bothered to vote for the woman who wasn't any of those things.

To those who completed and passed the assignment, we probably need each other desperately, more than ever, and I hope to get a hug when I can manage to accept one, rejoin society on some level, until then, thank you for doing your part.💜

#USPol

P.S. Left the house today and managed not to cold-cock anyone. Yet. Yeah me. Maybe.

I shouldn't still be cursing like a sailor.

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I'm going dark, as I do, to compartmentalize this.

I'm not okay.

I'm validated. All of my negative perceptions of people in general. Proven to me.

Now I need to figure out how to protect me and mine from all of them. Better than I had.

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I'm going dark, as I do, to compartmentalize this.

I'm not okay.

I'm validated. All of my negative perceptions of people in general. Proven to me.

Now I need to figure out how to protect me and mine from all of them. Better than I had.

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One more autumn pic this morning.

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One more autumn pic this morning.

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A rounded path on the right in front of a park bench, center. Colorful trees surround the bench to the left and line the top of the frame.

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I just love all the plants I've added this year.❤️‍🔥

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I just love all the plants I've added this year.❤️‍🔥

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Burning hearts false sunflower 🌻 close up and off to the upper right corner of the frame.

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Water droplets 💦 suspended by a spider's web 🕸 on plants.

I know, I take pictures of everything...

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Water droplets 💦 suspended by a spider's web 🕸 on plants.

I know, I take pictures of everything...

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Water droplets 💦 suspended by a spider's web 🕸 on plants

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Mushroom near a piece of bark, surrounded by grass/weeds

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Mushroom near a piece of bark, surrounded by grass/weeds

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From my walk today

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From my walk today

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Blue sky with clouds reflects on the pond, tress are seen in the background 

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Tulip update:

I am in love with this tulip
💛❤️🌷❤️💛

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Tulip update:

I am in love with this tulip
💛❤️🌷❤️💛

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Yellow and red tulip, open, taken from above.

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@amiserabilist

Lawd, this is the sum of my Ohioduhtucky dating experience since December 2023.

And, Paul, the flag was a critical piece to this story. 🤣

🤣😂😭😂😭🤣

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@amiserabilist

Lawd, this is the sum of my Ohioduhtucky dating experience since December 2023.

And, Paul, the flag was a critical piece to this story. 🤣

🤣😂😭😂😭🤣

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"Status: Wallflower being dragged by carousel where a pony has a MURDER tattoo, while a naked mole rat and bigfoot holding the American flag looks on."