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Doe.
A deer.
A female deer.

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Doe.
A deer.
A female deer.

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Doe. A deer. A female deer. In the woods.

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I feel...

I feel disgusted, angry, disappointed, afraid, alone, ashamed, confused, despondent, resentful, nauseated, abandoned, shocked, threatened, overwhelmed, betrayed, empty, hostile, powerless, vulnerable, stressed, out of control, appalled, and more. So much more. Is volcanic an emotion?

I fell into a depression Nov 2016 thru about February 2018. Isolation. Trust in no one (but my son).

Now, deep resting bitch face since about 7:30pm Tues and an internal storm began brewing since probably 11 that night.

Fully engaged in distrust of my fellow Americans.

Will continue to isolate myself until I can figure out how to even interact with society again.

Thanks to those who have tried to reach me. I just can't right now. I'm too emotionally unsettled because I did not expect this, (add feel like a failure). I thought we were collectively smarter. Knew the assignment. Cared.

I completely withdrawal from people when people show me they cannot be relied upon. I don't know how to manage these negative feelings. Isolation is how I process to...something else...it will eventually be rage. Eventually bottled and labeled, tucked away in one of the many closets within the many hallways of my mind...

I seriously do not want to see any more absolute bullshit about blaming dems or Biden for any of this. It's bullshit. Get the fuck over it.

*This is on those who voted for that piece of actual shit or did not get out and vote for Harris.*

It's on those who spent time criticizing reasonable candidates instead of raising them up, *also failing to realize the assignment*.

No, I'm not saying agree on everything but rather be fucking strategic instead of a whiny cog.

It's fucking chess, not hungry hungry hippos.

Being disruptive and obstructive doesn't move things forward. That's not leadership, that's not being progressive, and it's not being a good global citizen. And, get this, the Dem party is a big tent, as it should be, there are more opinions than yours and yours may not be the only good or valuable opinion.

Maybe those people think this protest move helped them with their fill-in-the-blank cause... Let us know how that works under another shitler term. How many years have they just set us back...how many struggles will our children now need to endure...

It has always been a binary choice in the US and the assignment has always been to suck it the fuck up and vote for the lesser of two evils.

Some, a majority, failed the assignment. Not me. But my family and those I love will now suffer again because of their failure.
Unfollow me if you currently follow and you are one of them that voted for him or sat it out and can't appreciate the magnitude of your failure. Actually, please block me if thats you. You're screwing me anyway and I don't need or want you weighing me down.
I don't want *excuses* or pitiful *rationalizations* in my replies. I won't even read them.

No matter how it's sliced, the end result is that a racist, rapist, criminal and insurrectionist was elected as President and people all over will suffer from it because people chose a racist, rapist, criminal insurrectionist or couldn't be bothered to vote for the woman who wasn't any of those things.

To those who completed and passed the assignment, we probably need each other desperately, more than ever, and I hope to get a hug when I can manage to accept one, rejoin society on some level, until then, thank you for doing your part.💜

#USPol

P.S. Left the house today and managed not to cold-cock anyone. Yet. Yeah me. Maybe.

I shouldn't still be cursing like a sailor.

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I feel...

I feel disgusted, angry, disappointed, afraid, alone, ashamed, confused, despondent, resentful, nauseated, abandoned, shocked, threatened, overwhelmed, betrayed, empty, hostile, powerless, vulnerable, stressed, out of control, appalled, and more. So much more. Is volcanic an emotion?

I fell into a depression Nov 2016 thru about February 2018. Isolation. Trust in no one (but my son).

Now, deep resting bitch face since about 7:30pm Tues and an internal storm began brewing since probably 11 that night.

Fully engaged in distrust of my fellow Americans.

Will continue to isolate myself until I can figure out how to even interact with society again.

Thanks to those who have tried to reach me. I just can't right now. I'm too emotionally unsettled because I did not expect this, (add feel like a failure). I thought we were collectively smarter. Knew the assignment. Cared.

I completely withdrawal from people when people show me they cannot be relied upon. I don't know how to manage these negative feelings. Isolation is how I process to...something else...it will eventually be rage. Eventually bottled and labeled, tucked away in one of the many closets within the many hallways of my mind...

I seriously do not want to see any more absolute bullshit about blaming dems or Biden for any of this. It's bullshit. Get the fuck over it.

*This is on those who voted for that piece of actual shit or did not get out and vote for Harris.*

It's on those who spent time criticizing reasonable candidates instead of raising them up, *also failing to realize the assignment*.

No, I'm not saying agree on everything but rather be fucking strategic instead of a whiny cog.

It's fucking chess, not hungry hungry hippos.

Being disruptive and obstructive doesn't move things forward. That's not leadership, that's not being progressive, and it's not being a good global citizen. And, get this, the Dem party is a big tent, as it should be, there are more opinions than yours and yours may not be the only good or valuable opinion.

Maybe those people think this protest move helped them with their fill-in-the-blank cause... Let us know how that works under another shitler term. How many years have they just set us back...how many struggles will our children now need to endure...

It has always been a binary choice in the US and the assignment has always been to suck it the fuck up and vote for the lesser of two evils.

Some, a majority, failed the assignment. Not me. But my family and those I love will now suffer again because of their failure.
Unfollow me if you currently follow and you are one of them that voted for him or sat it out and can't appreciate the magnitude of your failure. Actually, please block me if thats you. You're screwing me anyway and I don't need or want you weighing me down.
I don't want *excuses* or pitiful *rationalizations* in my replies. I won't even read them.

No matter how it's sliced, the end result is that a racist, rapist, criminal and insurrectionist was elected as President and people all over will suffer from it because people chose a racist, rapist, criminal insurrectionist or couldn't be bothered to vote for the woman who wasn't any of those things.

To those who completed and passed the assignment, we probably need each other desperately, more than ever, and I hope to get a hug when I can manage to accept one, rejoin society on some level, until then, thank you for doing your part.💜

#USPol

P.S. Left the house today and managed not to cold-cock anyone. Yet. Yeah me. Maybe.

I shouldn't still be cursing like a sailor.

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I'm going dark, as I do, to compartmentalize this.

I'm not okay.

I'm validated. All of my negative perceptions of people in general. Proven to me.

Now I need to figure out how to protect me and mine from all of them. Better than I had.

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I'm going dark, as I do, to compartmentalize this.

I'm not okay.

I'm validated. All of my negative perceptions of people in general. Proven to me.

Now I need to figure out how to protect me and mine from all of them. Better than I had.

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One more autumn pic this morning.

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One more autumn pic this morning.

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A rounded path on the right in front of a park bench, center. Colorful trees surround the bench to the left and line the top of the frame.

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I just love all the plants I've added this year.❤️‍🔥

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I just love all the plants I've added this year.❤️‍🔥

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Burning hearts false sunflower 🌻 close up and off to the upper right corner of the frame.

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Water droplets 💦 suspended by a spider's web 🕸 on plants.

I know, I take pictures of everything...

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Water droplets 💦 suspended by a spider's web 🕸 on plants.

I know, I take pictures of everything...

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Water droplets 💦 suspended by a spider's web 🕸 on plants

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Mushroom near a piece of bark, surrounded by grass/weeds

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Mushroom near a piece of bark, surrounded by grass/weeds

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From my walk today

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From my walk today

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Blue sky with clouds reflects on the pond, tress are seen in the background 

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Tulip update:

I am in love with this tulip
💛❤️🌷❤️💛

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Tulip update:

I am in love with this tulip
💛❤️🌷❤️💛

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Yellow and red tulip, open, taken from above.

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@amiserabilist

Lawd, this is the sum of my Ohioduhtucky dating experience since December 2023.

And, Paul, the flag was a critical piece to this story. 🤣

🤣😂😭😂😭🤣

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@amiserabilist

Lawd, this is the sum of my Ohioduhtucky dating experience since December 2023.

And, Paul, the flag was a critical piece to this story. 🤣

🤣😂😭😂😭🤣

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"Status: Wallflower being dragged by carousel where a pony has a MURDER tattoo, while a naked mole rat and bigfoot holding the American flag looks on."

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You know what is disgraceful @nbcnews ?

That Ronna ROMNEY McDaniel has a job with NBC but Mehdi Hasan does not.

#USPol
#NotOverIt 🖕

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You know what is disgraceful @nbcnews ?

That Ronna ROMNEY McDaniel has a job with NBC but Mehdi Hasan does not.

#USPol
#NotOverIt 🖕

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#USPol
#ICYMI
#VoteBlue2024 for nice things

30 Things Joe Biden Did as President You Might Have Missed - POLITICO
https://www. politico.com/news/magazine/202 4/02/02/joe-biden-30-policy-things-you-might-have-missed-00139046

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#USPol
#ICYMI
#VoteBlue2024 for nice things

30 Things Joe Biden Did as President You Might Have Missed - POLITICO
https://www. politico.com/news/magazine/202 4/02/02/joe-biden-30-policy-things-you-might-have-missed-00139046

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Best Pat Benatar song?
🎶

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Best Pat Benatar song?
🎶

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Ok.
This shall be my most controversial poll ever. (At least since the Judas Priest poll.)

Anyway, here it is...

The best?

[Choose carefully. (1 day only.)
Yes, these are the options.]

Edit: Thank you for voting. I know everyone that did felt some passion.💜
Edit 2: #Vote2024 💙😊
Edit 3: apparently because I edited, *2* days only :elmo_fire:

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Ok.
This shall be my most controversial poll ever. (At least since the Judas Priest poll.)

Anyway, here it is...

The best?

[Choose carefully. (1 day only.)
Yes, these are the options.]

Edit: Thank you for voting. I know everyone that did felt some passion.💜
Edit 2: #Vote2024 💙😊
Edit 3: apparently because I edited, *2* days only :elmo_fire:

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@quadrivial @notroot

Jersey girl endorses this thread

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@quadrivial @notroot

Jersey girl endorses this thread

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Ohioduhtucky in winter

Monochromatic Ohio grey

The only reason you know that one is in full color is thanks to a LITTLE BIT OF BLUE paint.

😫

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Ohioduhtucky in winter

Monochromatic Ohio grey

The only reason you know that one is in full color is thanks to a LITTLE BIT OF BLUE paint.

😫

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Rooftop full of stacks
Everything is white and grey except some blue painted objects.

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Rooftop full of stacks
Everything is white and grey.
This is is b&w.

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Oh libertarian man just said Ohio has good people

I mean, I'm here and I know some others, but he doesn't realize the rabbit hole he opened for this left leaning woman of Hispanic descent.

I wasn't sure libertarian man would survive this but libertarian man has interesting skill in managing my fire. :elmo_fire:

He lives another day even though I've drafted and deleted several replies to his reply. Only because it's grey. I can't tell which way it was meant. Crafty fuck. I'll watch his body language in person.

#ReasonsIAmSingle

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Oh libertarian man just said Ohio has good people

I mean, I'm here and I know some others, but he doesn't realize the rabbit hole he opened for this left leaning woman of Hispanic descent.

I wasn't sure libertarian man would survive this but libertarian man has interesting skill in managing my fire. :elmo_fire:

He lives another day even though I've drafted and deleted several replies to his reply. Only because it's grey. I can't tell which way it was meant. Crafty fuck. I'll watch his body language in person.

#ReasonsIAmSingle

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The libertarian acknowledges consumer protections are necessary.

Next conversation I'll explore clean air and water.

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The libertarian acknowledges consumer protections are necessary.

Next conversation I'll explore clean air and water.

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Trying to test your theories...

It's quite the un-conversation we're having...after tonight, he may never text/talk to me again but so far he's just indulging me 😂

We've now learned that I am pro science, vaccine, and FDA regulations and he is pro vitamin via food/natural source and letting your body fight illness/disease, medicine as last resort.

I'm vaxxed up. He said he always gets the flu when he gets his flu shot, which he hasn't gotten in 25 years (how do you even know this then?).

If he hasn't had his flu shot in 25 years, he probably hasn't gotten a rona vax.

I went on and on about regulations and what it takes to get meds/vaccines approved, which he only indulged, and had no reply to.

So interestingly, he still seems interested in me, (but, dude, I only get more difficult from here...).

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Trying to test your theories...

It's quite the un-conversation we're having...after tonight, he may never text/talk to me again but so far he's just indulging me 😂

We've now learned that I am pro science, vaccine, and FDA regulations and he is pro vitamin via food/natural source and letting your body fight illness/disease, medicine as last resort.

I'm vaxxed up. He said he always gets the flu when he gets his flu shot, which he hasn't gotten in 25 years (how do you even know this then?).

If he hasn't had his flu shot in 25 years, he probably hasn't gotten a rona vax.

I went on and on about regulations and what it takes to get meds/vaccines approved, which he only indulged, and had no reply to.

So interestingly, he still seems interested in me, (but, dude, I only get more difficult from here...).

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So I've been chatting with this guy who identifies as Libertarian. (Online dating app. I'm kinda just lucky to find a few non-republicans here.)

I don't know much about this political view. My personal opinion, while acknowledging knowing little about this ideology, is that we are a 2 party country, any 3rd party is a distraction, a throw away vote, and a bit irresponsible for the threat (to our democracy) we currently face.

What do we think, mastos? Educate me on what being Libertarian means.

Be kind. Please.

#USPol

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So I've been chatting with this guy who identifies as Libertarian. (Online dating app. I'm kinda just lucky to find a few non-republicans here.)

I don't know much about this political view. My personal opinion, while acknowledging knowing little about this ideology, is that we are a 2 party country, any 3rd party is a distraction, a throw away vote, and a bit irresponsible for the threat (to our democracy) we currently face.

What do we think, mastos? Educate me on what being Libertarian means.

Be kind. Please.

#USPol