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Ello sweet (and sporty) Friendos

Trying to get some exercises in. It feels too hard these days. Where I used go be almost unstoppable, I now can hardly find any motivation.

My leg is annoying.
My hands have been had the last few days.
My brain feels like giving up.
The struggle is too hard, and I don't get any "quick" results, so it's just so hard to keep motivated.

I want my energy back. The motivation to really make a difference again. Not the bad hip with all it's restrictions. Not the bad thumb that keeps dislocating...

I know I never get better. This is my life. But some moments, I just don't feel like trying anymore... And that sucks...

Sorry for this... I will keep trying, just gotta figure out how...